写了十几年小说,自我感觉总是不好,这或许是没心思与人争风吃醋的内在原因。回忆起来自己总是不很满意,写出来的东西,觉得漏洞多败笔多,虽然小说也属于遗憾的艺术,但我还是期望遗憾之处尽可能少些。比如说叙述语言,我一直认为最好的叙述应该是口语化的方式,它区别于口语本身,甚至拒绝方言和土语,但要做到这一点非常困难,它限制了作家表达的区域,往往丧失地域 Written a dozen years of novels, self-feeling is always not good, this may not be the inner reason of jealousy and people. Memories of their own are always not very satisfied, write out the things that loopholes and more failures, although the novel is also a regrettable art, but I still hope that as little as possible regret. For example, narrative language, I always think the best narrative should be colloquial way, it is different from the spoken language itself, and even refused to dialect and language, but to do this is very difficult, it limits the writer’s expression of the region, often lost area