每个人都有自己的秘密。一个人独自饮泣总有那么一点私底下的感觉,尤其是对一个男人而言,这很可能成为他的一个羞于公布的秘密。孩时的眼泪是不值得说的,因为它总是伴随着声嘶力竭的哭声,哭声里藏足了反抗和祈求,眼泪是不屈斗志的流露,也是缴械投降的诏书。但我的怪异是,母亲说我哭大了就会犯病,手脚抽筋,口吐白 Everyone has their own secret. It’s always a little private feeling to cry alone, especially to a man, which is likely to be one of his secretive secrets. Childhood tears are not worth talking about, because it is always accompanied by hoarse cry, hidden in the cries of resistance and prayer, tears are unconcerned morale is also the surrender of the edict. But my weirdness is that my mother said that when I cried a lot, I was sick, my hands and legs cramped, mouth vomit white