我的前一个长篇《中文系》写的是懦弱的青春,而这部小说《猥琐天才》,顾名思义,写的就是猥琐的青春,乃至即将徐徐展开的猥琐的人生。一度曾经流行写残酷的青春,牛逼的青春,这些离我很远。青春于我来说,是恐惧或者自卑,这是最真实的感受。对于一个如果不靠写字就可能完全沦为生活垃圾的人来说,当我回首往事,曾经在绝望中猥琐的想法像种子一样鼓励我活下去,我的眼泪便像岩浆一样冒出来。猥琐,多么亲切而真实的情怀,你是一个无助的人的最后的稻草。 My previous long article, “Department of Chinese,” wrote a cowardly youth, and this novel, “Insignificant Genius,” as its name implies, is wretched youth, and even the wretched life that is about to begin slowly. Once popular to write cruel youth, aggressive youth, these are far from me. For me, youth is fear or inferiority, which is the most authentic feeling. For a man who could have been completely decontaminated without writing on garbage, when I look back, the wretched ideas I once had in my desperation encouraged me to live like a seed, and my tears popped like magma. Wretched, how kind and true feelings, you are the last straw of a helpless person.