编辑同志:我是一名工人,三年前就递交了入党申请书,被列为入党积极分子。打那以后,我一直努力上进,希望够得上党员的标准。去年,我还被评为厂里的先进,得到了党员们的肯定和鼓励。可是近几年,车间里有好几个积极分子都被发展了,每次都没有我。这事儿给我打击挺大的,我越想越堵得慌。眼看今年就要过去了,我甚至对入党失去了信心。您说说,我该怎么做?郑耀国 Editor’s Comrade: I am a worker. I submitted the application for joining the party three years ago and was listed as an activist in joining the party. Since then, I have been working hard to make progress, I hope enough to get the party’s standard. Last year, I was also rated as “advanced factory” and affirmed and encouraged by Party members. However, in recent years, several activists in the workshop have been developed, each time without me. This thing gave me blow big, I grew more and more want to block the panic. Seeing this year is over, and I even lost my confidence in joining the party. You talk about, what should I do?