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油画是一个非常麻烦、累、烦人的一个媒介,我真的有挺强的一个宿命感,怎么偏偏选了这么一个东西去表达,选了一个这么麻烦,这么不直接,这么要花时间的一个媒介。人为什么活着?对我来说就是一个非常基础的问题。我们活着本身就不是一件非常容易的事,总是要碰到很多麻烦,碰到很多困境,不断地被类似于这样的问题困扰着,其实这些问题综合起来,都是在讲,人存在的意义。我对虚无的恐惧一定大过死亡,如果有一天谁跟我说,你做的所有事都毫无意义,对我来说,这种感觉太恐怖了。那我就会毫不犹豫的选择死亡。我不做雕塑、不画油画,我的人生就感觉像空壳一样,一定要把我所有的时间去填满,因为这个宿命让我不太可能去成为一个享乐的人。要不停地画,不停地画,不停的画,一天都不能停。我能够生活,我要画画,我不能生活,我也要画画,一个人选定了画家这个职业就苦了,所以,你吃不了苦,还是找别的事情做。
Oil painting is a very troublesome, tired, annoying medium, I really have a strong sense of destiny, why did you choose such a thing to express, choose a so troublesome, so not directly, so take a time medium. Why do people live? To me is a very basic question. It is not so easy for us to live on our own. We always have to encounter a lot of troubles and difficulties. We are continually beset with problems like this. In fact, these problems are all about people’s existence. significance. My fear of nothingness must be greater than death. If someone tells me one day that everything you do is meaningless, it feels horrible to me. Then I will not hesitate to choose death. I do not do sculptures or draw paintings. My life feels like an empty shell. I have to fill all my time because it is unlikely that I will become a hedonistic person. To keep painting, keep painting, non-stop painting, one day can not stop. I can live, I want to draw, I can not live, I have to draw, a painter has been selected as a job, so you can not afford to suffer or find something else to do.