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我的文学梦,缘于我的大学梦的破碎。一九八七年,我初中毕业,没费吹灰之力就考上了师范。老师、父母都极力让我上小中专。当时我太想上高中了,做梦都想考大学,以为中专太小了。老实说,我也不甘心去教一辈子书,我还真想出去闯荡闯荡呢!总以为上小中专太委屈了自己,大有“怀才不遇”之感——这种郁闷的心境一直伴我多年。心便高起来,大起来,总以为自己读高中考上大学,还不知会有什么大出息呢!从此,我的大学梦便破碎了!迷惘,彷徨,惆怅,甚至绝望,充满了我那段灰暗的生活。我再也不想上什么课了,再也不想学什么课本上的东西了。
My literary dream, due to the fragmentation of my college dream. In 1987, I graduated from junior high school and did my best to become a teacher. Teachers, parents are strongly trying to make me a junior college. At that time I was too want to go to high school, all want to go to college, thinking that secondary school is too small. To be honest, I am not willing to teach a lifetime book, I really want to go out battles it! Always thought that small secondary school too wronged himself, a great “feeling” - this depressed state of mind has been with I am for many years. My heart will be high up, big up, always thought I was admitted to high school admitted to university, but I do not know what a big deal! Since then, my college dream is broken! Confused, Imitation, melancholy, and even despair, full of my period Dark life. I do not want to go to any classes anymore, I do not want to learn anything from the textbook anymore.