你是如何确定这个选题的,是什么事情给了你什么感触吗?确定这个选题很早,在一年半之前。我失踪了一次,有点类似于一种自我的放逐。那段时间我陷入了一种不断下坠,不断压抑的心理状态。其实并有没什么特殊的事情造成我这么做,而是当庸常无聊的生活被重负着的精神痛苦所照面的时候,我觉得愈发的孤独,迷失,直到我完全约束不了我的行为。我关掉了所有的联系方式,出走了一次。这本不该是我的行为,而且 How did you determine this topic, what did you feel about it? Make sure the topic is very early, a year and a half ago. I disappeared once, a bit like a self-exile. During that time I fell into a constant state of falling, constantly depressed. Actually, there are no special things that have caused me to do so. Instead, I have become more and more lonely and lost until I can not control my behavior when the boring life of the deyon is covered by the heavy mental pain. I turned off all contact details and left again. This should not be my behavior, moreover