十年前,我结束了大学生活,走进中央国家机关。许多人羡慕我,我也感到十分自豪,下决心要走出人生辉煌的一步。我很快向党组织提出了入党申请,同时不断告诫自己,一个要求入党的人,应当在各方面做得更好、更出色。但是,路并不像想象的那样平坦,在机关工作,要处理好上下左右、方方面面的关系,对我这样从家门进校门、从校门进机关门的“三门”干部挺难的。慢慢地一些意见反馈到我的耳中。开始,我觉得自己挺委屈,工作上我加班加点,从不计较个人得失,只是因为说话不注意或一 Ten years ago, I ended my college life and walked into the central state organs. Many people envy me, I am also very proud, determined to go out of life a brilliant step. I quickly submitted my party application to join the party, meanwhile kept telling myself that a person who demands joining the party should do a better job in all aspects. However, the road is not as flat as imagined. It is hard for me to work in the organs and handle the relations between the top, bottom, sides, and sides in all aspects. Slowly some comments feedback to my ears. At first, I felt very wronged. At work, I worked overtime. I never considered personal gain or loss, just because I did not pay attention