我提着行李袋离开家时,只有妈妈送我。爸爸只是冷淡地说了句,在学校一切你自己看着办,就不再言语。自从我高考失败,这句话俨然变成了他的口头禅,衣食住行统统都要我自己看着办。考不上爸爸定下的那所名校的顶尖专业,我连退而求其次的机会都没有。家里向来是爸爸做主,他既然认为夏了了一定要用一个惊世骇俗的高考分数拔得头筹,那么他的自尊心决不允许我退步。我习惯被动,自 When I left the house with my luggage bag, only my mother sent me. Dad just said indifferently, in the school everything you look at it, no longer speak. Since my college entrance examination failed, this sentence seems to have become his mantra, basic necessities of life I have to look at myself. Can not go down the top majors that my father set, I did not even have the second best chance. The family has always been my father to call the shots, since he thinks summer must take a shocking college entrance examination scores come out on top, then his self-esteem will never allow me to step back. I used to be passive, since