8月初,在青海省河南蒙古族自治县碧草如茵的大草原上,一年一度的蒙族“那达慕”大会即将开始,骏马驰骋纵横,家家准备杀羊宰牛,到处是一派节日的气象。在县法院的大院子里,准备宰羊的邓化仍面对着被捆绑好的肥羊,完全没有一点节日的感受,反而心里头涌起 Early August, in Mongolian Autonomous County of Qinghai Province, the grassy prairie, the annual Mongolian “Nadam ” General Assembly is about to begin, galloping horse vertical and horizontal, every family ready to kill sheep slaughter cattle, festivals is full of festivals meteorological. In the courtyard of the county court, Deng Hua, who was preparing to slaughter the sheep, was still facing the bound sheep. There was no feeling of festivals at all. Instead, his heart filled with water