这是我的一段亲身经历,前些年我应打算把它写出来,但迟迟没有动笔。前些天,与父亲在一块闲聊,又提及此事,勾起了我对那段往事的回忆,当时真有一种辛酸的感觉和不能言状的激动,她迫使我把它写出来展现在纸上,不管是寄给编辑部还是自己留着作档案保存,心里却好象了劫了一桩心事。或许这正是想向父亲表明:那时我太不懂事,不理解他的苦心,令他生了好多气,伤了好多心,实在对不起他,因为生活当中有些事,往往要等许多年以后才明白它的真正意义。 This is a personal experience of mine. In a few years ago, I should plan to write it out, but I did not make any comment. A few days ago I was chatting with my father and mentioning the incident again, arousing my memories of that period. At that time, I really felt a bitter feeling and unspeakable excitement. She forced me to write it out and display it on paper Whether it is sent to the editorial department or kept for file preservation, my heart seems to have robbed a mind. Perhaps this is precisely to show his father: At that time I was too naive, do not understand his painstaking efforts, so he was angry, hurt a lot of heart, I really sorry for him, because some things in life, often wait for many years later Only understand its true meaning.