当我因为突然的懊恼哭泣流泪的时候,妹妹正同情地注视着我,她紧紧地抓着我的手,坐在我身旁一言不发。不管乐不乐意,我已经当了她13年的姐姐。她出生时我刚好七岁,从此我幼稚地认为我被抛进了一个黑暗、愤怒、失望和自怜的世界。我觉得自己的命运经历了突然的转变———所有人的宠爱都给了这个新生儿,他们完全忽略了我的存在。嫉妒的阴云将我曾经平静的心灵肆意 As I wept and wept for sudden annoyance, my sister was looking at me in sympathy. She clutched my hand tightly and sat beside me without saying anything. Regardless of not happy, I have been her sister for 13 years. I was just seven years old when I was born, and from that moment on, I naively thought I was thrown into a world of darkness, anger, disappointment and self-pity. I feel that my destiny has undergone a sudden change --- all the people’s favor gave this newborn, they completely ignored my existence. The gloom of jealousy I have been calm mind wanton