每到晚上,我总是既孤单又害怕。可怎样才能不孤单不害怕呢?爸爸离开了这个家,妈妈又下岗了,她只好每天打三份零工,到很晚才能回来,不管我怎么苦苦等待,也不能在孤单、害怕的时候见到她。我总是在她进门前就睡着了,做着不好玩的梦。我想外婆,要妈妈快点把外婆接来。但妈妈没有足够的钱给外婆做路费,外婆家在很远的北方,在一大片黄土地上,旁边有一小块麦田。有一阵子,我走在路上,总是低着头在寻找,我想在地上捡到钱。 I’m always alone and scared every night. How can I not be lonely and not scared? Dad left the house and my mum got laid off again. She had to work three odd jobs a day and come back late. No matter how hard I wait, I can not see lonely and scared To her. I always fell asleep before she came in, doing an unpleasant dream. I want my grandmother, to my mother pick up the grandmother hurry up. But her mother did not have enough money for her grandmother to make any money, grandmother far north, in a large piece of loess, next to a small piece of wheat fields. For a while, I walked on the road, always looking down, I want to pick up the money on the ground.