生命是多么渺小!我知道哲学家们曾说过这话,我曾反复吟诵他们关于人生苦短的如歌语句——但,时至今日我才相信他们的话。这就是一切吗?一个人的生命怎可如此简短,如此空虚?我徒然说服自己:真正意义上的生活才刚刚起步。汗水和恐惧相随的日子根本不是生活,是否让生活变得很有价值现在仍然取决于我。也许这是自我安慰,但它不能把这样的一个事实变得含糊不清,那就是:机会和前途之门将不会再向我敞开。时至当前,我已退居二线,就生命已成往事来说,已实实在在无异于一个退休商人。我可以回顾 How tiny is life! I know philosophers have said these words, and I have repeatedly recite their verses on life’s bitterness - but, until now, I did not believe them. Is this all? How can one’s life be so brief and so empty? I vainly convince myself that the real sense of life is just beginning. The days of sweat and fears are not life at all, and it still depends on me whether it makes life worthwhile. Perhaps this is self-comforting, but it can not obscure the fact that the gate of opportunity and future will no longer be open to me. Up till now, I have retreated to the second line. As far as life is concerned, I have truly become a retired businessman. I can review