心中期待着某一个奇迹,幻想过无数次我能像电视剧里的主角一样,在某个契机突然开窍,然后一跃成为黑马。高三的一次考试后,我对自己说应该轻松了吧,但实际上却恰恰相反,我没有时间让自己轻松,更没有时间让自己去想事情,因为觉得自己还有很长的路要走,还有很多事情要去完成。晚上看到无忧无虑的高一、高二学生的那一刻,试卷顺着手臂滚落在地上,任何风吹草动都会让我心烦意乱。我开始变得敏感,没有勇气去面对,没有勇气面对成绩,没有勇气面 I was looking forward to a certain miracle in my heart. I fantasized countless times that I was able to start a resuscitation suddenly at an opportunity like the protagonist in a television series and then became a dark horse. After an exam of high school, I said to myself should be relaxed, but in fact on the contrary, I do not have time to make myself relaxed, there is no time to think about things because they feel there is still a long way to go, There are many things to do. At the moment to see the carefree high school sophomore, the papers rolled down the arm along the ground, any sign of trouble will make me upset. I started to become sensitive, not courage to face, no courage to face the results, there is no courage