他的关爱和付出被我视为理所应当,我肆无忌惮地向他索取了十几年。曾经,我对父亲一无所知。他长年在外到底是怎样生活的?他一年比一年消瘦和苍老到底是为什么?他脊梁上、手臂上的伤疤是哪儿来的?还有,他过得真的像信上写的那样“很 His caring and devotion were taken for granted by me. I asked him unnecessarily for more than ten years. I used to know nothing about my father. How does he live outside the years, why is he thin and old all year round, where is the scar on his spine and on his arm, and what he really does like being written on his letter? ”very