我出生在一个祖宗三代都没有一个同“官”字有关系的普通农村家庭中,当别人可以“曲线入学”的时候,我明白只有靠拼命地读书,方能考上大学。 六年前,我终于凭自己的努力圆了大学梦。 当第一次踏进大学校门的时候,我猛然间有一种自卑惊慌的心理。校园里那么多的同龄人文质彬彬,风流倜傥,能有我这个农村学生展示才识的地方吗?慌乱和矛盾塞满了脑子。既来之,则安之吧,至少我可以静下心来看书,安下心来写作。 I was born in an average rural family where none of my ancestors and three generations had a connection with the “official” character. When other people were able to “curve into school,” I realized that only by desperately studying would I be able to go to college. Six years ago, I finally realized my dream of college with my own efforts. When I first entered the university gate, I suddenly had a sense of inferiority and panic. So many of my peers in the campus are gentle, romantic, able to showcase my knowledge of rural students? Flustered and contradictory stuffed my head. Since then, then the security bar, at least I can stop and read a book, settle down to write.