我不是作家，也成不了作家。因为我写作的时候很少有灵感———灵感常常是在写作前出现的，凭着那点灵感我进行写作。如果灵感已经消失，而我的写作还没有完成，就只能预支下次灵感。然后很长时间都不想写作，等待灵感的来临。我成不了作家，因为我一直在等待灵感。灵感无法控 I am not a writer, nor can I become a writer. Because I had very little inspiration when I was writing—inspiration was often seen before writing. With that inspiration I wrote. If inspiration has disappeared and my writing has not yet been completed, we can only pre-pay for the next inspiration. Then I don’t want to write for a long time, waiting for the arrival of inspiration. I cannot become a writer because I have been waiting for inspiration. Inspiration cannot be controlled