五年前,我十九岁。因为高考失败,大学梦想破灭,我离开家乡,告别亲人,来到海淀环卫,成为了一名汽车修理工。初到环卫系统,工作的枯燥脏累、微薄的工资和有时不被尊重的感受,让我沮丧和失望,产生了放弃的念头。记得有一晚,当同事们都已熟睡,我却怎么也睡不着,独自走出宿舍回想自己的人生:大学梦的破灭、工作的不开心、背井离乡的凄凉和父母不在身边的失落,让我这个七尺男儿忍不住地哭了……我想回家、想逃避这一切。然而就在我准备放弃时,党支部书记 Five years ago, I was nineteen years old. Because college entrance examination failed, university dreams shattered, I left my hometown, say goodbye to relatives, came to Haidian sanitation, became a car mechanic. When I first arrived in the sanitation system, my work was boring, meager wages and sometimes not being respected, frustrated and disappointed, giving rise to the idea of ​​giving up. I remember one night, when my colleagues were all asleep, how can I not sleep alone out of the dormitory recall their own life: college dreams burst, the work is not happy, leaving their hometown desolate and the loss of their parents are not around, let me seven Ruler man could not help but cry ... I want to go home, want to escape all this. However, when I was ready to give up, the party branch secretary