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傍晚,当那个老女人出现时,我已在外公灵床前跪了一天一夜,外公撒手人寰那一刻我没有送别,我必须跪着,才能减轻我心中的痛楚。明天外公就要出殡了,我多想再完完整整地陪他一夜,可困顿却在强烈地侵袭着我。我的头颅,有如古碓中舂米的木杵,在频频点动。就在这时,那老女人穿过一屋客人,钻进了我的视野。我猛然一震,立时清醒了。这老女人,从很小的时候我就隐隐约约知道,她年轻时,跟我外公是有点儿故事的。我还知道,跟她年轻时有故事的男人,好像不止我外公一个。
In the evening, when the old woman appeared, I was kneeling for a day and a night before the Grandpa. I had no farewell at the moment when my grandfather took my place. I had to kneel before I could relieve the pain in my heart. Tomorrow, my grandfather is going to be a funeral, and I would like to spend more time with him the whole night, but it was hard to attack me. My head is like a wooden pestle in the middle of ancient Buddhism. Just then, the old woman passed through a room of guests, got into my field of vision. I suddenly startled, immediately awake. This old woman, from an early age, I vaguely knew that when she was young, it was a bit of a story with my grandfather. I also know that the man who had a story with her youth seemed to be more than one of my grandfather.