1我的童年在孤独中度过,不管是白天,还是黑夜,我总被同一个问题所困扰,我不知道我的父母亲是谁。虽然在南山村里,我有父母,有兄弟姐妹,有儿时的同伴,但是他们跟我没有血缘关系,我无所归依的孤独感如影随形。多年后,每每在失眠的夜里,我总油然想起那些远去的往事,村里人在说话、发笑抑或哭泣,幻影般次第映现。整个童年,我从没离开过他们的视线,跟着他们咿呀学语,蹒跚迈步,满地奔跑,呼喊歌唱。他们渐渐发 1 I spent my childhood in solitude, I was always troubled with the same problem, day or night, I do not know who my parents are. Although I had parents, brothers and sisters, and my childhood companions in Nanshan Village, they did not have a blood relationship with me, and I was alone with loneliness. Years later, often during the insomnia night, I always remembered those away from the past, the village people are talking, laughing or crying, phantom as the first map. Throughout childhood, I have never left their sight, followed them babbling, staggering, running around, shouting and singing. They are getting fat