高三第一次月考,我考了全班倒数第一。我彻底崩溃了,决定退学。回到家,面对父母充满关切的眼神,我内心非常内疚和惭愧,但还是将名次表递给了他们。看到我排在倒数第一的时候,父母呆住了。母亲问我:“到底咋回事?是平时没好好上课,还是考试时生病了?”我叹了口气,说:“高中这两年,我每天都像生活在地狱中。每天不 The third month of high school exam, I test the penultimate first class. I completely collapsed, decided to drop out. When I got home, I was very guilty and ashamed in the face of my parents' eyes full of concern, but I handed them to them. When I saw I was in the bottom of the list, my parents stunned. My mother asked me: ”What happened in the end is usually not a good class, or when the exam sick?“ I sighed and said: ”High school these two years, I like to live in hell every day.