念中学时,我就梦想当一名记者或作家。然而,在上世纪70年代初期极左岁月里,由于家庭等原因,我高中毕业后,只得回到远离永兴县城的农村老家务农。面对山野,我曾一度迷惘与彷徨,埋怨命运对我太不公平,寂寞如潮水般漫过我心灵的荒滩。那时,奶奶年纪大了,父母残 When I was in high school, I dreamed of being a reporter or writer. However, in the very far left of the early 1970s, I had to return to rural home far from Yongxing County after my high school graduation due to my family and other reasons. In the face of the mountains and the mountains, I was once confused and perverted, complaining about the fate of being too unfair to me, lonely like a tide of water over my soul wasteland. At that time, my grandmother was old and my parents were disabled