自母亲重病后,我从单位请假两年半,这期间因为母病儿小分身无术,我的劳碌辛苦、内心的煎熬和挣扎、焦虑和烦燥是前所未有的。以前总是忙忙忙,连停下来思考的时间都没有,这下倒好,一下子像被从高速公路上拽了下来。什么也顾不上了,光眼前的一老一小就够我忙乱的了。也就是在这期间,突然传来我单位的某领导因病去世的消息,像谁搞的一个恶作剧,我根本无法相信。自请假后很少上网的我,那几天一遍 Since the mother was seriously ill, I took two and a half years off from my unit. During this period my anxiety and irritability were unprecedented because my mother was ill and had little work. My hardworking, inner suffering and struggles were unprecedented. I was always busy, and I did not even have time to stop and think, and it was all right at once. It was like pulling down from the highway. What can not attend to the light of the old and young enough for me to be hectic enough. It was during this period that I suddenly could not believe the sudden death of a leader of my unit because of illness and a prank like him. I rarely go online since the leave, those days again