初恋如风童年,在我回忆里是平平淡淡的,没有常跟爸、妈、哥哥在一起,爸是煤矿工程师,常要到工地去,妈是文工团的女高音,总要到各地演出。一家人聚少离多。我先是由隔壁的大妈看着,后来又被送到上海的姨妈家里去,六岁,才从上海回到北京,与爸妈疏离的感觉一天天增多。人总说我飘忽,说我不在乎、说我事事 First love wind childhood, in my memory it is flat, not often with the father, mother, brother together, dad is a coal mine engineer, often go to the site, mom is the soprano scholar, always have to go around the show. Family together more than a few. I first looked at by an aunt next door and later was sent to my aunt’s house in Shanghai. At the age of six, I returned to Beijing from Shanghai and my feeling of alienation from my parents increased day by day. People always say that I am erratic, that I do not care, say I’m doing