一下午从医院回到租房,做了简单的饭菜,一个人吃饭时,为了添点人气,打开手机蹭邻居家的网,看了看电视。这是一段跨国恋,一个中国男人以家庭和传统习俗为理由,走不下去又说不出口,女人来自肯尼亚,黑皮肤,梳密密麻麻细小的辫子。无力辩白,最后她用蹩脚的汉语问他:“你从来有没有爱过我?”迟疑了很久,他说:“我现在也不知道怎么说。”我曾经也遭遇过这样无力辩白的时刻。如今我时常想,如果此刻他站在我面前,叫我一声宝宝,我一定会顷刻间泪如雨下。可我知道,世界上没有如果。奇迹到底该不该坚持 One afternoon from the hospital back to renting, made a simple meal, a person eating, in order to add some popularity, open the cell phone rub neighbors home network, looked at the TV. This is a cross-border love. A Chinese man uses both family and traditional customs as a reason to go unspeakably and not to speak. Women come from Kenya, with dark skin and dense braids. Inability to defend, and finally she asked him in crappy Chinese: “You have never loved me?” “Hesitated for a long time, he said: ” I do not know how to say. "I have encountered such powerless The moment of confession. Now I often think, if at this moment he stood in front of me, called me a baby, I will be an instant burst of tears. But I know that there is no such thing in the world. Miracle in the end should not insist