2010年我从香港浸会大学毕业,出了新书,之后被拉去全国签售一圈。那种累不是体力的累,是心累,感觉像被人牵着当戏看。心像个想飞的热气球,吊篮里却挂了太多沙袋,怎么都飞不起来,觉得胀得快要破掉了,一看,还在原地。那年年底,回到老家,宅着。天天手脚冰冷,冷得发抖——我真是觉得,从来没有那么冷的冬天。我可是在北方下雪的时候都只穿单裤出门的人;那会儿生活空荡荡的,喊一声都有回音。大雪天一个人骑车去游泳,泳池浮着薄冰,咬着牙扎进去,那滋味儿,真痛快。世上能逼死人的东西太多了, I graduated from Hong Kong Baptist University in 2010, out of a new book, after being pulled to sign a circle around the country. Tired that tired is not physical, tired heart, feeling like being domineering look. Heart like a hot air balloon to fly, but hanging in the basket too much sandbags, how can not fly, I feel almost swell the expansion, a look, still in place. The end of that year, returned home, house. Cold hands and feet, shivering cold - I really feel that there has never been such a cold winter. However, when I was snowing in the north, I only went out of my trousers; there was an empty response in my life when I was crying out. Snowy day a ride to go swimming, swimming pool floating ice, biting teeth into it, it taste child, really happy. Too many things in the world can kill people,