[模仿别人,源于不自信:不确定自己的发型好不好看,干脆剪得跟某名人一样;不知道自己写作的风格受不受欢迎,就刻意模仿某作家的语体用词。崇拜明星,就是因为找不到自己的灵魂,希望找个支架,把自己的皮肉挂上去。]我已经很多年没有全身心地崇拜过谁了。做一个忠实粉丝实在是个累活儿:集中精力搜寻偶像的最新动态,孜孜不倦地收集专辑、海报、电影、电视剧、综艺节目,不惜倾家荡产挤进演唱会、签售会,全力支持偶像代言的所有产品,就连偶像的血型、星座、生日、喜好、个人历史都烂熟于心,记得比自己父母的 [Imitation of others stems from lack of confidence: I am not sure whether my hairstyle looks good or not, just like a certain person. I do not know my style of writing is unpopular and I deliberately imitate the style of a writer. Worship celebrities, just because they can not find their own souls, hoping to find a stand, his skin up to hang. ] I have not worshiped anyone for many years. To be a loyal fan is really a hard worker: concentrate on searching idol’s latest developments, tirelessly collect albums, posters, movies, TV shows, variety shows, hesitate to go bankrupt, squeeze into concerts, signings, and fully support all the idol products , Even the idol blood type, constellation, birthday, preferences, personal history are overripe, remember than their parents