她知道自己远没有别人眼中那么光彩和快乐。一个人苦闷的日子像是慢性自杀,她和时光对砍,最后遍体鳞伤,还失去了时光。1、理想与现实孙晓笛刚来到报社上班时,负责带她的资深记者林奕用一段话掐灭了她心中的理想主义:“当初刚进入这一行时,我们都会以为自己在用笔记录这个时代,但工作的日子久了,现实接触得多了,你会发现我们只是在记录自己的生活而已。”在说这些话的同时,林奕从文件柜里抱出一大摞发黄的旧报纸搁在孙晓笛面前,“这是 She knew she was far less glorious and happy in the eyes of others. A person’s depressed days like a chronic suicide, she and the time on the cut, the last bruises, but also lost time. 1, the ideal and reality Sun Xiao Di just came to the newspaper to go to work, responsible for bringing her veteran reporter Edward Lam with a passage to quench her idealism: ”When I first entered this line, we will think they are using pen records This time, but the work of a long time, a lot of reality, and you will find that we are only recording their own life. “” In these words at the same time, Edward Lam from the file cabinet hold a large pile of yellow Old newspaper put in front of Sun Xiao Di, "This is