十年前,我生活在大别山区的一个只有六七户人家的小山村里。1976年我初中毕业回乡当了民办教师,在那山沟里也算是一个“知识分子”,然而我的头脑中却绝少现代意识。那时的我,还是个“臣民”。 记得山村一位学生问我:“清朝完了以后叫什么朝?”为了解释得更形象生动、通俗易懂。我竟说:“有一个短命的‘蒋家王朝’,还有现在的‘社会主义朝’。” 毛主席逝世后,我曾跟我那1952年入党的母亲一起为毛岸英的牺牲痛惜不已。我觉得,“主席”和“皇 Ten years ago, I lived in a small mountain village of only 67 people in the Dabie Mountains. When I graduated from junior high school in 1976 and became a private teacher, I was regarded as an “intellectual” in that ravine. However, my mind has less modern awareness. At that time, I was still a “subject”. I remember a mountain village, a student asked me: “What is the DPRK after the DPRK finished?” To explain more vivid, easy to understand. I actually said: “There is a short-lived ’Chiang family dynasty’ and now the ’socialist dynasty.’” After Mao’s death, I once deplored the sacrifice of Ananda with my mother who joined the party in 1952. I think, “Chairman” and “Emperor.”