1997年,我用色彩一笔一笔追寻12年的世界,因美院落榜而关上了厚重的大门。梦想被远方割断,我一个人孤单地站在世界之外,再多的泪水也挡不住那么深的伤心、绝望、不甘和恐惧……那是我青春的开始。我的青春里,有脆弱。一个坚持了12年的梦想突然坍塌,我要憋着,还要 In 1997, I searched the 12-year-old world with color, shutting down heavy gates for the beauty court. My dreams were cut off from afar. I stood alone outside the world alone. No amount of tears could stop the deep sadness, despair, unwillingness and fear ... That was the beginning of my youth. There is fragility in my youth. A dream that has persevered for 12 years suddenly collapses. I want to simmer, but also