自由是孤单的。我知道这一点,所有曾经在核反应堆待过的人都知道。那种感觉就像是身处于最前线的战壕里一样。恐惧和自由同在!所有东西都可以成为你活下去的理由。有人说辐射是黑色的,就像土地一样。有人说它是无色无味的,无处不在,你却看不到它——那么,它就和上帝一样。你必须明白:他已经不再是你的丈夫,也不再是一个受人关爱的人。他只是一个带有高浓度毒素的放射性物体,是一个活生生的核反应堆。 Freedom is lonely. I know this, all those who have stayed at the nuclear reactor know. That feeling is like being in the front of the trenches. Fear and freedom are with you! Everything can be your reason to live. Some people say that the radiation is black, just like the land. Some people say it is colorless and tasteless, ubiquitous, but you can not see it - then, it is just like God. You have to understand that he is no longer your husband or a loved one. He is just a radioactive object with a high concentration of toxins and is a living nuclear reactor.