家在农村,看父母在田里耕种,看每年每季从土地上收获各种谷物蔬菜瓜果,当时觉得没什么大不了的,还嫌弃家乡土地的干旱与贫瘠。有一年大旱,所有的庄稼都死在地里了,缺乏雨水的土地干裂了,仿佛一张巨大的、布满皱纹的老人脸。爸爸妈妈,爷爷奶奶都垂头丧气,有抱怨的,也有哭泣的。虽然后来县政府对受灾地区提供了支援,但那一年,我的确是半饥半饱地过了一个冬天。当时,对土地的感觉是一种隐隐的憎恨。我以为,它不仅捆住了人的手脚,而且还时不时地给农民 In rural areas, when parents look after their husbands in the fields and see the harvest of various kinds of cereals, vegetables and fruits from the land every season every year, they feel that they are no big deal and are also despised by the droughts and land of their homeland. In a year of drought, all the crops were dead in the ground, and the land lacking rainfall was cracked like a giant wrinkled face. Dad and mom, grandparents are downcast, complaining, there are crying. Although the county government later provided support to the affected areas, I did have a winter full of famine that year. At that time, the feeling of land was a faint hatred. I thought that it not only tied people’s hands and feet, but also to peasants from time to time