吴小如先生的大名已在我心中珍藏了三十多年。我不是吴先生的学生,也没见过先生。按常理,我也没资格写怀念先生的文章。但我控制不住自己的感情,强烈地希望能用文字表达出来。我相信,像我这样在门外思念先生的学子一定很多。我现在特别后悔的是,没能在先生生前去拜访他。其实,我是有很多机会的。我可以请北京的学兄们帮我引荐;也可以向北大历史系要先生家的电话,找上门去……但我终究没有这么做,唯一的原因是怕打扰先生。我 The name of Mr. Wu Xiaoru has been in my heart for more than thirty years. I am not a student of Mr. Wu, nor have I seen Mr. By common sense, I am not qualified to write miss Mr. article. But I can not control my feelings, I strongly hope that can be expressed in words. I believe there must be a lot of students who miss Mr. outside the house like me. What I regret now is that I was unable to visit him during his lifetime. In fact, I have many opportunities. I can ask my Beijing brothers to help me referral. You can also ask Mr. Pei’s home phone number from Peking University’s Department of History to find your way home. But the only reason I did not do this is because I was afraid to disturb my husband. I