琴姑娘在家排行老二,上面有一个姐,后头还跟着一个只小她1岁多的弟弟。那个年代,这样的兄妹组合往往意味着,生下琴姑娘只是迫不得已,原本想要的是一个儿子。后来许多年,琴姑娘的回忆里想必都会反复播放这样的场景:她出生的那个冬天,母亲还未出月子,靠在床畔,头上包着毛巾,整日忧伤地看着她没心没肺地吃了睡睡了吃。直到有一天,院子里来了个陌生女人,胖胖的, Qin girl ranks second at home, above a sister, followed by a younger her only 1 year old younger brother. That era, such a combination of brother and sister often means that gave birth to girl only forced, only wanted a son. Later, many years later, the girl's memories would have been repeatedly broadcast scenes such as: that she was born that winter, the mother has not a month, leaning on the bed, wrapped in a towel on his head, sad day and looked at her heartless No lungs to eat and sleep to eat. Until one day, the yard came a strange woman, fat,