一早年我离家在外,刚从学校毕业,有了一份工作,却非常迷茫,看不到任何希望,那时期拼命写诗,也开始写小说,记得一个短篇是讲一个神秘女人的失踪,最后她不相信爱情,结束了生命。那小说笼罩着忧郁的气氛,与我当时的心情一样。 In the early years I was away from home, just graduated from school, with a job, but very confused, can not see any hope, desperate to write poetry, also began to write novels, I remember a short story about a mysterious woman’s disappearance, Finally, she did not believe in love and ended her life. The novel is enveloped in a gloomy mood, just as I was at the time.