那年，天气凉得格外早，还未看到十月的尾巴就已经感受到了冬天的气息。我开始了漫长艰辛的理科生涯，每天用掉很多的草稿纸和习题试卷。我在每个凌晨写字，在一日的最末与另一日最初的交接，一个模糊而暧昧的分界。有时候我坐在书桌前用大片的时间思索，或发呆，让灵魂赤裸裸 In that year, the weather was exceptionally cool, and the atmosphere of winter was already felt before the tail of October was seen. I started a long and hard science career and spent a lot of scratch papers and exercise papers every day. I wrote every morning, at the very beginning of the day, and at the very beginning of another day, a vague and embarrassing demarcation. Sometimes I sit at my desk and spend a lot of time thinking or daze and let my soul be naked