[一]近来生病,说话、写字多了,就感到吃力。但脑子并不肯休息,从早到晚它一直在活动,甚至在梦中我也得不到安宁。总之,我想得很多。最近刚写完《随想录》第二集,我正在续写《创作回忆录》,因此常常想起过去写作上的事情。出版社计划新排《激流三部曲》,我重读了《家》。关于《家》我自己谈得不少,别人谈得更多。我经常在想几件有关这本小说的事,我在这里谈谈它们。 [I] Feeling sick lately, speaking and writing more. But my mind did not rest, it was active from morning till night, and I did not even have peace in my dreams. In short, I think a lot. I recently wrote “Memoirs of a Dream” Episode II, and I’m still writing “Memoirs of Creation”, so I often think of writing things in the past. Press plan new row “Torrent Trilogy”, I reread the “home.” I talked a lot about “Home” and others talked more. I often think of a few things about this novel, and I will talk about them here.