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我是在这里住着吗?是书生世家,是三朝元老,是富商巨贾?我都不记得了啊!我的父亲在京城做官,还是四海为商?我是读礼仪诗书,圣贤子弟,还是玩世不恭,吃喝玩乐。我是穿长袍马褂,满街遛鸟,还是一本正经,非礼勿听。我喜欢的小姐,总是足不出户,我能否爬上高高的看墙,迎接她的一眸秋波,我们什么时候能够完婚,我又会不会遇上另一段姻缘。我苦读着诗书,不知何时能上长安,不知何时能有差人敲锣送来喜报。我想去四海闯荡,又不知道关山万里,路在何方。我不知道有没有永远。我看见了风,看见了神,看见了气,我看见那么多人的影像恍惚,可是我行尽园中,未与君遇。我不知道你们都去了哪里。我只是出去浪荡了一圈,可是我回来,世上已经换了另一拨人。我也跟着他们,可是我心里很是难过。我的父辈,我的女人,我的亲朋,我的人生,都去了哪里?
I live here? Is a book family, is the Three Dynasties, is a wealthy merchant? I do not remember ah! My father in the capital to do business, or universal? I read etiquette poetry books, sages and sons , Or cynical, eating and drinking. I am wearing a gown of robes, walking the streets of birds, or a serious, non-euphemism to listen. I like the young lady, always stay at home, I can climb the wall to see the tall, greet her eyes autumn, when we can get married, I will not meet another marriage. I study hard on poetry, I do not know when to be on Chang’an, I do not know when there are bad gong gong sent good news. I want to go all out, do not know Guanshan miles, where the road. I do not know if there ever is. I saw the wind, saw God, saw the gas, I saw the trance of so many people’s images, but I park in the garden, not with the Jun encounter. I do not know where you all went. I just went out and waved in a circle, but I came back and the world has changed another. I followed them, but my heart is very sad. Where are my parents, my women, my relatives and friends, my life, where have you been?