引言在此之前,我怎么也没想到,我会决定到报社当差,背着相机走街串巷,四处采访。这个决定来得突然。在之后的诸多夜晚,我时常回想起这件事,发现并非心血来潮,而是某样在内心里潜伏已久的东西突然复活。我继而发现,在内心深处始终存活着什么,连自己都不知晓。它们隐没在意识里,潜伏着,无声无息,又时刻虎视眈眈;只要遇到契合的时机,便会变得强悍无比,瞬间控制了我。我想,我就是这样才决定离开边城的。 Before this, how did I never thought that I would decide to go to the newspaper when the poor, carrying a camera walking through the streets, interviews. The decision came suddenly. After many nights I often recalled this and noticed that it was not a whim, but a sudden resurgence of a long-awaited thing in my heart. I then found out that in the depths of my heart has always been what, even I do not know. They are hidden in consciousness, lurking, silent, but also eyeing; as long as meet the timing, it will become extremely powerful, instant control of me. I think, I just decided to leave the border town.