外婆去年春天过世,今天整整一年了。在过世前几个月,外婆已不能坐稳了,只静静地躺在床上。后来,连自己吃饭也已不行了,母亲就一匙一匙喂她,谁看了都不免心酸。我儿时,母亲也是这样喂我;母亲儿时,外婆也是这样喂过母亲。每次吃饭,外婆总用微哑的气息说:“唉——怎么还不死!”母亲就拭着泪,嗔怪地叫一声:“妈——!”母亲心里十分清楚,外婆正在一天天离我们远去,可是,她又不肯接受这谁也改变不了的事实。 Grandmother passed away last spring and it has been a full year today. In the first few months before his death, his grandmother could no longer sit still. She only sat quietly in bed. Later, even if I had not eaten myself, my mother would feed her with a spoonful. My mother used to feed me when I was a child, and my mother used to feed her mother when she was a child. Every time I had a meal, my grandmother always said in a microscopic tone: “Oh - how are you still not dead!” The mother wiped her tears and shrieked: “Mom!!” My mother knew very clearly that her grandmother was leaving us every day. Going away, she refuses to accept the fact that no one can change it.