坐在工作台前,撇开案头堆积的一摞摞案卷,我手里搓揉着一捧黏土,放空自己。今天,我突然想捏记忆中的一只大公鸡——我儿时的好伙伴。至今,我还记得那年爸爸生病,他躺在医院的病床上,脸色如同生锈的铁皮。那时,我才几岁,而我大姐已经18岁了,大哥也17岁了。爸爸对站在床边的大姐和大哥说:“你们俩以后的工资不要交给我了,都交给你妈。”随后,他又对我妈说:“那只大公鸡不要杀掉吃肉,养不了就送人。” Sit in front of the workbench, aside from the pile of stacked pile of case papers, I rubbed a handful of clay in my hand and set myself free. Today, I suddenly want to pinch a big cock in my memory - my childhood good partner. So far, I remember my father was sick that year, he was lying in the hospital bed, his face like a rusty metal. At that time, I was only a few years old, and my eldest sister was 18 years old, and my oldest brother was 17 years old. Dad said to her elder sister and elder brother, who stood by the bed: “Do not give me your salary afterwards and give it to your mother.” “Then he said to my mom,” The big cock does not kill Eat meat, give it away. "