柔和的灯光映在雪白的稿纸上,衬托着我的脸颊亦加苍白。寂静的夜仿佛万物消逝了一般,而我却依稀听到血液汩汩流动的声音,那声音来自心灵的裂缝,来自遥远的那一年。闭上眼,我仿佛又看到阿亮离去时那受伤的表情,与之相衬的是我不顾一切奔流的泪和深深的歉疚。是的,平凡人的故事往往只有再平凡不过的情节而已,但故事中透露出来深深的无奈却是许多人无法体会的。大学毕业后,我将一颗热烈的心塞进瘦弱的行囊,踏上了开往北京的列车。临行前,我因兴奋和期待而刻意去忽略阿亮眼中那抹深深的离愁。对于一个熟识近十年的朋友,他对我的百般呵护和帮助已经不再是一件奢侈品了,于是我堂而皇之地将他的感情搁置在一边。我只想用我的青春兑 Soft light reflected in the white manuscript paper, set off my cheeks also pale. The silence of the night, as if all things have vanished, and I vaguely heard the sound of the blood flowing, the sound coming from the fissure of the soul, from the faraway year. Close your eyes, I seem to see Ah-liang left the wounded expression, contrasting with my tears and deep apologies for desperation. Yes, ordinary human stories tend to have more than ordinary circumstances, but the deep helplessness revealed in the story is what many people can not understand. After graduating from college, I put a warm heart into the thin bag, embarked on a train bound for Beijing. Prior to departure, I am excited and looking forward to deliberately ignore Ah bright eyes wipe deep sorrow. For a friend who has been familiar with the past ten years, he has no longer been a luxury for all kinds of help and help to me, so I openly put aside his feelings. I just want to use my youth against