昨夜梦见爷爷,早起,无限悲伤。此刻,我的心情仍然难以言说。我以为过去那么久了,已经可以面对了。可是……或许还是不够久。我曾经试图写过一次日记,写给爷爷,可是,刚起笔,纸就被打湿了,于是作罢。这次,我鼓了很大勇气,希望可以写完。第一位离开我的亲人,是我的姥爷。高三时的一个电话,足足让我哭了好几天。至今仍清晰地记得棉衣上那大片的泪痕。那是我第一次失去亲人,那时我在学校,那时有朋友不断的安慰。 Grandpa dreamed last night, get up early, unlimited sadness. At the moment, my mood is still hard to say. I thought I had been in the past for a long time and could already face it. But ... maybe not long enough. I once tried to write a diary, wrote to my grandfather, but just finished, the paper was wet, so give up. This time, I have great courage and I hope we can finish writing. The first one to leave my loved one is my grandpa. A high school phone, let me cry for a few days. Still remember clearly the large tears on the coat. That was the first time I lost my loved one, when I was at school, when my friends were constantly comforted.