霍钢是我在《作家文摘》报社青年导刊的同事。他个子有一米八多吧,又胖,站在你面前,像一座山。这样感觉霍钢,似乎是个钢筋铁骨般的人,可霍钢的血管不大好,据他说,某年某月,他忽然感到窒息,上医院看大夫,诊断结果是大脑主血管窄迫,脑供氧不足。好像,人到中年,稍胖,便易患此病,这病究竟是大是小,怕是连医生都说不好。 霍钢开始喝药了,在我的记忆里,他已经喝了许多年药。是药三分毒,霍钢也明白,可人往往总是寻求暂时的安适,做一些拆东墙补西墙的傻事,奈何呢?霍钢也只得喝药吧。 有一段时间,霍钢的办公桌抽屉里又多了一个血压计。中饭过了,霍钢从地下餐厅气喘嘘嘘地上到二楼的办公室来,取出血压计开始量了。每天早中晚三餐后,他都要量一量。人身体舒适与否,除却病痛本身,更多时候是由心情决定的。霍钢每 Huo Gang is my colleague in the Young Learner’s Guide to the Writers Digest. He has more than one meter and eighty, and is fat, standing in front of you, like a mountain. This feeling Huo Gang, iron and steel seems to be a bar-like people, can Huo Gang’s blood vessels are not good, according to him, a certain month, he suddenly felt asphyxiation, the doctor at the hospital, the diagnosis is the main blood vessels of the brain narrow, Brain oxygen insufficiency. As if, to middle age, a little fat, they are susceptible to the disease, what is the disease is big or small, for fear that even the doctors are not good. Huo Gang began to drink medicine, in my memory, he has drank many years medicine. Drug is one-third of the drug, Huo Gang also understand that pleasant people are often always seeking temporary comfort, do some dismantling the wall to make up for the silly thing, but why? For a time, Huo Gang’s desk drawer and more a sphygmomanometer. After dinner, Huo Gang from the underground restaurant on the floor to the second floor of the office, remove the sphygmomanometer began. After breakfast, lunch and dinner every day, he should measure the amount. Personally comfortable or not, except for the pain itself, more often is determined by the mood. Huo steel each