经常会想,如果那时候让她少吃肉就好了,如果她不那么追求完美就好了,如果不惹她生气……但生活不像语法,无法虚拟。这个世界上最亲的人得了癌症,一切试图回头的如果,都变得没有意义。手术室的家属等待大厅,五六个小时前的熙熙壤攘,只剩下我们一家的心惊胆战,不知道良性、恶性,不知道手术大小,医生从手术室出来喊家属名字的时候,我们都 Often think, if at that time let her eat less meat, if she is not so perfect pursuit of perfection, if you do not provoke her angry ... but life is not like grammar, can not be virtual. The most pro-world people in the world got cancer, and if everything else tries to turn back, it becomes meaningless. Family members of the operating room waiting for the hall, five or six hours ago Hee hee huddle, leaving only one of our frightened, do not know the benign, malignant, do not know the size of the operation, the doctor came out from the operating room shouting family names, we all