我是一名乡机关提前退休员工。刚退休时虽觉得上不愧党、下不亏民干了大半辈子,心中很欣然。但两个多月不拎包上班问事,复杂的情绪令我昼夜难眠。尤其是老伴病故,更使我雪上加霜、度日如年,甚至要告别人生后来在众亲友关爱再三劝导下,我从边远的大山乡村迁移到泾县城里独居至今。县城医疗、饮食 I am an early retirement worker in a township government. Although just retired feel worthy of the party, under the people who do not work the rest of my life, my heart is very pleased. However, more than two months do not go to work bag, complicated emotions make me sleepless nights and nights. In particular, his wife died, but also make me worse, as the years go by, even to bid farewell to life later in the care of relatives and friends after another persuasion, I moved from remote mountain villages to Jing County living alone so far. County medical, diet