前些日子,为了采访戴煌,把他写的《胡耀邦与平反冤假错案》重读了一遍。其中让人唏嘘不已的故事太多了,但更让我刻肌刻骨的,还是江西李九莲的故事。也许因为李九莲与我同是女性,又同是一代人吧。后来,读到筱敏新出的一本散文集《女神之名》(花城出版社),其中有一篇文章《两个女性》,又说到李九莲。不过,她的着眼点已经不只是介绍这个惨烈的故事,而是表达更为深长的思考,读后引起我许久的不平静。我正在干杂志。于是,破例把筱敏这篇文章复印出来,准备刊发向我们的读者介绍。杂志的一位终审看后,什么都没说,让我撤下来,不要发。另一位终审读了清 In a few days ago, in order to interview Dai Huang, he read “Hu Yaobang’s Case of Reversal of Justice and Falsehood” again. Among them, many people marvel story too much, but let me engraved muscle, or Jiangxi Li Jiu Lian story. Perhaps because Li Jiu-lien and I are both women, but also with the generation of it. Later, I read a collection of essays by Xiao Min, “The Name of the Goddess” (Flower City Press), including an article entitled “Two Women” and another to Li Jiu Lian. However, her focus has not just introduced the tragic story, but to express more profound thinking, reading caused me a long time not calm. I’m working on a magazine. So, an exception to the Xiaomin copy of this article, ready to be published to our readers. One of the magazine’s final review, did not say anything, let me withdraw, do not send. Another one finally read clearly