我生于大跃进之年,3岁时父亲因公殉职,9岁时患上顽症——骨髓炎,被病魔折磨多年。我上小学时四处求医,而初高中阶段又经历了“读书无用”和开门办学的时代,几乎没有学过系统的知识。家庭的不幸,疾病的缠身,文化荒芜的劫难,使我在基础教育阶段成了一个严 I was born in the year of the Great Leap Forward. When I was 3 years old, my father was dereliction of duty. At the age of nine, he suffered from chronic disease, osteomyelitis, and was tortured by illness for many years. When I was in elementary school, I went to see a doctor everywhere. In the middle and high school years, I went through the age of “reading and uselessness” and opened the door to school. I almost never learned systematic knowledge. The misfortunes of the family, the ravages of the disease, the catastrophic cultural catastrophe made me become a strict at the elementary education stage.