星辰是永远可望而不可及的, 我们为何要选择星辰呢? 因为有黑暗存在。——凯尔泰斯《苦役日记》 1匈牙利作家凯尔泰斯·伊姆莱(1929—)的名字,至今让人感到陌生。他的文字中充满了惊恐不安和犹豫不决,行文缓慢而滞涩,没有丝毫的阅读快感。在这个到处都在寻求快感、叙述欲望的时代,凯尔泰斯好像显得不合时宜。他似乎在制造阅读障碍,他甚至无视“后来究竟怎么啦”这样一种原始好奇心。其实这与他的特殊经历、生存经验和他对“经验表述”的理 The stars are eternally elusive, why should we choose the stars? Because there is darkness. - Kertesz “Hardcore Diary” 1 Hungarian writer Kertesi Imlay (1929-) the name, so strange. His text is full of panic and hesitation, his writing slow and stagnation, without the slightest reading pleasure. In this era of pleasures, narrative desires everywhere, it seems outrageous. He seems to be making a reading disability, and he even ignores the original curiosity of “what ever happened.” In fact, this is his special experience, survival experience and his theory of “experience”